What’s Up

I've written a novel of a post on so many things lately, then left them all sitting in my drafts folder. This TL;DR version of it all feels like something I’ll actually hit publish on.

- I’ve been enjoying some annual leave time! I got a ton of work done on the new kitchen in between spending many hours of my day giving pony scratches. Time well spent! 

This still looks depressingly in progress this week but I promise the hard parts are done.

Next project is to turn this storage loft into my new office hideaway. The centre ceiling is only 5'8" but I am 5'2" so why not. Husband is 6'4" so he's denied access :D

If you were wondering why I wouldn't just utilize a normal space, it's because this is the view out the window and seeing the horses while I work overrides the negatives.

Ponies getting spa days, it felt pretty luxurious to walk out of the house at any time of the day and 'waste' an hour or two with the horses.

- The above (you might argue excessive) enjoyment of AL has confirmed a need for some change. I’ve got most of the time between now and New Years off, then in 2025 I'm going to keep my actual work hours scaled back at part time and take on some more side jobs when I’d like extra money and tire of scratching ponies. This feels like a nice compromise between being a responsible person with a reliable income and medical and dental plan and all those other adulty things, but adding some more variety and interest. Hard to make that call when on paper there is literally nothing wrong with my job to justify changing - I am just bored. But the time feels right to start opening some new doors.

- Ponies being ponies. Tradey got cuts/scrapes just under his eye (likely playfighting with Buck), one of which ripped his lower eyelid and swelled up pretty bad. That gave me a heart attack for a few days there...but it's healing well and it even looks like it might only leave a tiny scar. Both of the boys had/have (we are awaiting results after a further autumn deworming) ascarids AGAIN. Do I want to put that on the internet? Not really. But if it helps someone else, then yes. I'm not sure if I ever mentioned they arrived with some drug resistant friends (not unusual these days nor anyone's fault) and it's been a bit of a thing to keep on top of.  Advice: get your vet involved, send in manure samples on whatever schedule they recommend and treat with what they tell you to. Some horses are naturally more prone to less than ideal parasite loads than others, and there seem to be a lot of resistant worms out there so your go to protocols might not be working as well as you might hope anymore. 

- The property with the field the horses use in summer is coming up for sale. We love having it, so considered purchasing (G was actually the one really pushing for it, so for a while there I thought I'd be telling you about our new house!), but ultimately we made the call to let it go.  I get the whole 'real estate as an investment' aspect but I couldn't wrap my head around being so financially committed here. I’ll be sad to say goodbye, but maybe we’ll acquire more horsey neighbours? 

I'm very sad. But, fingers crossed, I have been offered other neighborhood options in the past, so hopefully something else will come up to borrow or lease. I think the big lesson learned was that at the end of the day we're happy with the status quo.

I got more sand for the ring a couple of weeks ago and it's starting to look really perfect. So we have to stay here, at least until the yearling cobs are old enough to ride :D

-The weather. I can't not mention it because we continue to get the brunt of storm after storm. Currently we're awaiting a 'bomb cyclone' arriving tomorrow, which (fingers crossed) should actually be less dramatic than the storm last week. The general state of things means the ponies get minimal turnout that's not on a gravel or sand surface - there is water everywhere. We also have been losing power regularly so I'm getting good at doing pony chores in the dark. I'm grateful we have the place set up in a way that suits us so well. Besides the weather being depressing it's not impacting the horses too much at all - the gravel paddocks with enough room for them to run were a really good investment. The last place I boarded it would be a different story right now. 

Running errands before things get worse and we risk falling trees and power outages - another lovely day on the west coast

Terrible picture but he looks pretty cozy

It was a dark and stormy night  4:45pm ;) Battery powered floodlights for the win

Current grass status: green but is a swamp

She's so dedicated to being a bog pony I caved and give her this little area on the worst days. Her normal grazing area has huge trees that regularly lose giant branches that make me nervous when the wind picks up. The boys are quite content to stay in their paddock, but Sophie stands at the gate looking longingly out, even in the worst of weather.

Whew, that was still almost a novel. But I think we’re all caught up? 

damp, Dark and bear infested

That's my 'zero stars - would not recommend' review of this autumn. It's normally my favorite time of the year, but the weather just didn't cooperate and we had what felt like endless rain and wind storms. Endless rain isn't breaking news around here, but this year it just feels like more than normal. I don't have any data to back that up beyond the fact that our property is so, so wet and muddy and there doesn't seem to be time for it all to drain before the next storm comes. I've been spending time mitigating the mud and improving drainage where I can, but when the entire stormwater systems are backing up into the road there's just not a lot you can do.

A rare sunny day reprieve. The horses live in the little residential/farm area in the centre of this picture, it's a beautiful spot. Except during heavy rain when all the water run off from this hill and the ones behind it flows through our neighbourhood on it's way to the ocean:)

Is part seal, and doesn't care about weather

The clocks have gone back as well this past weekend and now sunset is early and creeping towards 4:15pm towards the end of the month. How's that for a doom and gloom post intro? :)

In good news, I think the bears have mostly vacated the area and gone off to hibernate. Despite all my attempts at fencing them out and beefing up the electric perimeter, they figured out the front gate and an alternate route in/out via climbing on a neighbour's shed roof and then dropping in to my yard via overhanging trees. They are ninjas, but despite my worries they didn't break any horse relevant fencing or seem to bother them too much.

Stall mats also came on sale in a timely fashion. I expanded my grooming area. Load of sand/gravel to tackle the rest of the mud is incoming later today.

These two also got an expanded area. We were having issues with the ditch on the other side of the barn backing up and flooding the gate area. The city came and dug out the relevant things on their end, so I think that's all resolved, but adding some mats as extra mud protection and a bigger lounging area for the boys seemed like a useful thing.

Halloween came and went without issue. The weather was awful so I think that toned down the fireworks and general shenanigans. I wrote about them a couple of years ago, surprised it was such a thing here. You all made me aware fireworks and halloween aren't normal anywhere else, but here we are. I did a little research and it seems our little melting pot of cultures has created a Guy Fawkes/Diwali/Halloween holiday tradition. Fun for everyone, just maybe not the horses.   I was worried, but didn't need to be. The horses were a little on edge, but the current dynamic is a good one, with the boys normally being much more sensible than Sophie, and her happy to take a lead from them. Surprisingly, I think they were happier last year when the louder fireworks were closer and they could see them, this year the fireworks displays were just far away for it to be out of sight, but still loud.

I swear he gets more handsome by the day

Not impressed with the Tradey photobomb

get yourself a good camera lens, it makes it look like there's proper sunshine

fall colors and a Sophie butt

part of the reason for the mud situation - they play, sleep and eat. And that's it.

Yard pony

Other than that, I'm busy as always. I have a week off to install our new kitchen (yay!). Sand is getting delivered today to top off/finish the ring (also yay!) so I'll be spreading sand for the foreseeable.

One Year

I'm not sure how it's been an entire year since we went to the city to pick up two little colts from a cross Canada journey. That also makes it slightly over a year since I was sat on a ferry having an actual panic attack over all the impending changes in my horsey life. While the fun of having new babies incoming was super exciting, my heart wasn't sure I could actually part with Bridget, even on a lease to a friend. (And awkwardly, my ferry trip companion that day was said friend who I'd already promised B to, lol)

It's hard when things are happy and comfortable, but not leading to the more quantitative things you hope for. Sunk cost fallacy is also a thing, I had a very real feeling of not wanting to change my existing path because I had invested so much time and emotion into it.

 Bridget and Sophie dynamic duo throwback

But, if we're being real, I didn't/don't feel done yet with some small-ish eventing and dressage goals. While I was OK with staying involved, but putting those off to a future time (where I currently live is not conducive to showing/lesson goals), when that whole issue with compressed discs in my back came to light I suddenly felt like time maybe isn't on my side as much as I might have wanted and a Plan B might be warranted.  Besides, I'm not sure if my Plan A of 'waiting until things are easier' was a valid plan for goal getting, anyway.

B fulfilling some dreams - my very first horse trials!  circa 2016-ish. 

 While I admittedly miss Bridget and have small regrets about leasing her out vs just trusting my gut and selling Sophie, it's definitely a case of everything working out the way it needed to. I'm a broken record over here when I say I'm still so, so happy with the boys and the decision to go for youngsters. Baby horses are fun, I like a good project, and having them from foals also fills the want for me to know a horse's history. I think my looking off and on for years at older horses already doing the thing and not finding 'the horse' was a sign that I what a really wanted was a Welsh Cob foal (or two!) :) 

Their little faces when they arrived! Luckily for him was not a fan of being touched back then, so risk of me overly squishing him was minimal

So cute

Change is hard, but I also think change also needed to happen and I'm still pinching myself that I have not one, but two amazing future partners.

two very goofy partners :)

Checked Off The List

I know I've mentioned we get a large amount of black bears here every fall. They're literally everywhere from about Sept -Nov, eating everything they can find in preparation for winter. There's a whole neighborhood here of hobby farms backing on to crown land that goes forever (fun stat, 95% of the province is crown land/wilderness). Maybe aside from a previous life as a park ranger near a major salmon river, I'm not sure I've seen so many bears in one place, ever.

I have a few fruit and nut trees, plus the last of the garden, and it's an entire thing keeping the bears out of them and the fruit picked every year. Our place has an excessive amount of electric fence wire everywhere right now, and still...there are two people gates that it would be weird/inconvenient to have fortified, and it took them no time at all to start using them. One even opens the gate rather than climb it (and does not close it when he leaves) which is just beyond ridiculous. They can't currently access any of the fruit trees or vegetable garden from the yard around the house, but they still visit regularly.

Said gate with claw marks by the chain and bent hinges. Also my very sad flower garden and some apologies this week for the lack of media effort - it's been mostly dark and rainy and I have some grainy phone pictures and that's it.

So, long story short, despite all my efforts to keep them out, I had a feeling the boys had probably seen a bear or two by now. Generally speaking, nearly all the horses I know just get used to them minding their own business and ignore them but it is a bit like loose dogs, some horses just get grumpy or scared about it or have maybe had a bad experience at some point.

Sophie striking a dramatic pose yesterday because I left the lawn tractor/harrows parked in a different place than normal. Bears are no big deal lol

We put it to the test last night. I was walking Tradey back home from a trailventure and it was getting dark and a momma bear and her two cubs popped out on the road in front of us.  Her body language wasn't bad, but it wasn't great because she really wanted to head our direction but we were in the way. So we stopped and waited for her to decide where she wanted to go. After staring us down for a little bit she eventually rounded up her cubs and went off into the bush on the other side of the road to wait for us to go by. Tradey was a very good boy and patiently stood and waited and was intrigued, but not worried. He also marched past the spot where the bears were lingering with no problems, they popped out and continued on their way once we were past, and everyone was happy.

Home safe and sound. Looking at how dark it is, I did leave our walk home a little late :)

So, we can check that off the list. Reliable trail horses here really need to be ok with seeing wildlife. Buck saw a bear from a less worrying distance on our last outing and was fine as well, so I'm feeling good that my future riding buddies and I are going to be fine. I know sometimes I write about this sort of thing and some of you think it's crazy, but it's totally the norm here and everyone kind of just respects them but goes about their normal lives. Discovery channel does them dirty with all the 'a bear attacked me!' dramatizations making it seem like they eat people on the daily, but it's not like it could never happen either. So, I'm a chicken compared to many and don't go hiking alone this time of year - either husband or friends (or reliable ponies, yay!) need to be in tow :)

Also, I invested in a battery box and lots of lights after last year's adventure with a bear sleeping outside the barn at night lol

Standard Horses

 I took an extra couple of days off work this past weekend and it was absolutely wonderful. I finally (finally!) finished painting the exterior of the house. That took a whole year, but who's counting? The delay was not due to lack of work ethic, more to do with the top of the ladder being a scary place for me and there being plenty of other jobs to tackle. I'll have to get some updated pictures, just need to do some further garden tidying before it's 'after photo' worthy.

Bedtime pony chores require party lights. It's getting dark so early again :(

Had his first mane trim/thin. I couldn't quite bring myself to go sport horse length, so it's long-ish still

Alongside that, I actually got all the ponies off property for assorted adventures. Tradey/Reggie had been out a few times in the spring, but it had been a while since then. No worries, though, he's quite happy to march off to see the world. There's a trail at the end of our road that loops up over a mountain, but there is a lower path that is horse friendly and spits us out in a city park, then we can walk through a residential area to home. It takes a little over an hour and is a nice mix of things to see for the horses. Tradey was a pretty cool dude and took it all in stride, as expected. I like that he's curious about his surroundings and the default is to snort and explore rather than spook/run if he's uncertain. He's naturally quite surefooted and aware of his body too, so rocky trails and up/down slopes don't require much of a learning curve. He's a good boy and I'd happily send him out with anyone and trust his manners to hold.

'wild stallion' interlude

I'm trying to think if Buck has been anywhere solo and I think maybe I took him for a couple of short 10 min walks around our little laneway last winter/spring. He's getting more confident so it felt like it's past time to get him out a bit more than that. So, off he went on a similar loop to Tradey's. He struggled a little more with the idea of being away from his friends so there was a bit of calling and pooping. I looped back before the park and stuck with the quiet forest trails for a positive first for him. Overall, very proud of him. He's not as naturally confident, but is so willing to try and by the mid way point was happily trucking along. He surprised me by being in no big rush to get home, either. He's not quite as body aware as Tradey so it's a bit of a work in progress keeping him 'out' and not bumping into me. I feel like half of it is needing further ground work, and half of it is genuinely he's not sure of where his feet should go on the more technical bits and is tempted to want to put them where mine have been. His inspection of the rocks and first steep grades on the trail was actually very cute - he needed to 'test' for grip before committing. Smart guy. I feel like I'm tempted to baby him a lot more than Tradey, and I try to be aware of that - it's one thing to take things at whatever pace they need to stay confident and learning, another to start making excuses for him because he's cute :)

Not so sure about this nature thing yet

With the weather changing and all the outdoor and gardening projects slowing down I'm hoping I'll have more time to do these sorts of things. At 18 months old, the boys are old enough to go for some longer walks and adventures and I'm not feeling shy about putting some things into the calendar for them. I can't see loading Buck up and taking him anywhere solo quite yet (I mean, I could, he's fine to load and trailer, but I want it to be fun for him and I think without a buddy in there he'd still struggle). I have a mid term plan of a few more walks in the same area so he's super confident with the routine, then loading him up for the 5 minute drive to the trail head. Then it's short and easy, he gets out at a place he knows, we do our normal trail loop and we go home. My other option is the club grounds across town, but it's literally across town and about a 25min drive.

Tradey returns to Pony Kindergarten at those club grounds tonight, so that's fun!

While we were out and about this weekend, G commented out of nowhere "it's nice to have normal horses again". I know what he means - these two guys remind me of a couple of horses I had years ago, who were definite favorites. They have their little quirks and likes/dislikes and they're of course very young, but basically they're solid citizens and 'standard horse' in their thinking. I'd like to hope I've learned some things over the years and have more tools in the toolbox than I used to, but it's a nice feeling with them both being super ammy friendly and uncomplicated. They're not hard work at all and that's a thing I think we both appreciate. I feel like the past ten years or so has been something else, we have super quiet/tuned out Bridget (and while we love her, that comes with it's own set of challenges) and then the other extreme with spicy, mare-y and very tuned in Sophie and Ginger. It's nice to be back in the middle of the curve :)

"you talking about me?"

Current status: will not willingly go through that gate and graze in her field, even if I put breakfast out there. It's always something.

Filed Under: Unexpected Happiness

 It's feeling like my favorite time of the year. I love the sunshine of summer, but I'm not a hot weather person. Our winters and springs are pretty dismal - mostly grey and rainy, which I actually do appreciate in their own way. But autumn, before the big Pacific storms start rolling through, is where it's at.

Ideally I would try to keep the horses out grazing until at least November (or whenever the ground is too saturated), but like last year, the grass in their summer field died an early death due to the heat. We're needing a two or three weeks of this cooler, damp weather to let it come back. So, the ponies are homebound, mowing the paddocks here, and I'm getting a test run of our winter routine.

Baby lawnmowers are not reliable mowers and easily distracted

Last year, the one thing I felt could have been better was more winter turnout space for the youngsters on the really nasty days. They're far more active than I had even expected. At 18 months (already!) I actually do feel like they're starting to be slightly less active, but of course they are also almost double the size they were when they got here, so space still feels a little tight when they really get going and the grass areas take a beating. I mean, of course it would, somehow I have 3 horses on one acre (with an additional 2 acres at the neighbours, seasonally). 

They are getting big. Tradey again having an awkward stage, he's so bum high!

Buck looks full grown.

Sophie, weight looking better than mid summer, but still maybe a little too 'fully grown' (and in need of a tidy up)

I like reading the online forums where some poor innocent person will ask how many equines are suited to a certain piece of land and the answers are anything from "I have 20 on 5 acres" to "any more than 1 horse on 20 acres is cruel and unsustainable". In our neck of the woods there are forested mountains, icy mountains, lakes, and oceans. A flat, level piece of land is rare, and probably serves as a riverbed or draining point for all that mountain run off. We don't have pasture land, per say. So I can always tell who's probably from the general area, because they're like "Oh, my barn has 50 horses on 10 acres and the turnout is really good for here". I'm not pretending that's ideal, but it is what it is and everyone seems to make it work. 

Buck with his pony cottage, living the west coast lifestyle 

I boarded in the general Vancouver/coastal area for many years and the horses always seemed happy with the different barn set ups, but mud was commonly an issue in winter, and the paddock size often wasn't what I would have liked for their main outdoor space. Again, it is what it is, and the horses seem to thrive...so this isn't a critique, more just the things that felt important to me to prioritize if the horses were to be at home again.

There is a dump truck worth of gravel installed in this paddock one year ago and it's taken an absolute beating and likely will need a top up next year. BUT the truck is ~$450 and that feels like good value compared to the days of paying to board in ankle deep mud all winter. Also in this picture - Sophie, who was feeling very proud to have 'snuck in' to the boy's paddock while I did chores.

I thought for years I needed a bigger property to make it happen, but the reality here is that no matter how many acres you own, the winters are exceedingly wet and the horses will need to be off the fields and in a sacrifice paddock or on a track system for at least 6 months of the year. Not saying places with big winter turnout aren't out there somewhere, but they're super rare.

G and I both don't view living in this specific town as our end all be all and after literal years of driving real estate agents nuts looking for agricultural suited acreage that simply doesn't exist here, our plans adapted and we figured we'd just make the best of what we had and push the bigger property dream out to the future, along with relocating to another area. 

Ponies in the backyard ARE pretty cool

Creepy Sophie in her barn. My little grooming area is here outside this window and she likes to keep a very close eye on things (and gets quite resentful it's not her getting the attention)

Very, very grateful for this little arena space. I feel like this is what makes things functional - I can ride and longe/ground drive in the winter and it doubles as baby pony winter turnout. I had planned for a 20x40/60x120, but was able to widen it by about 20 feet. So it's more like 80x120 and it made a huge difference, well worth it. I also get questions about the lack of a fence all the way around. Personal preference,  I like how having it open makes things feel bigger.

The really fun thing that's come out of the past couple of years is that our tiny horse property doesn't feel like much of a temporary compromise at all. The logistics of living geographically isolated really stink and I'm ready to say goodbye to those, but our little acre?  It was never supposed to be the dream, but I actually love it so much that I keep pushing ideas at G that involve us keeping it and coming back here seasonally. We'll see where the future takes us, but the present is pretty good.